Playing House
Jul. 27th, 2010 02:40 pmAfter a long day of working, coming home when Kira was there was something that Flynn looked forward to. Later after eating dinner, when both were settled in the living room, Flynn lounged on the couch with a cup of coffee as Kira sat next to him reading a small library book. Watching the long haired male for a few moments, Flynn chuckled and shook his head as he leaned forward placing his coffee cup on the small side table. Kira raised an eyebrow, shutting the book as he gave the knight his full attention, "Is something wrong?"
"Everything is fine." Shaking his head, Flynn leaned back letting himself relax into the cushions of the couch. The ceiling made a great thing to watch when relaxing, so instead of watching the white walls, the knight let his eyes shut. It wasn't even eleven yet, and all ready Flynn was tired.
That was because he had been used to getting sleep now since Kira had started coming over. It was mandatory for him to be home by at least nine on the nights his friend stayed over. He wasn't allowed to have long days, and when Kira was over, he always had a hot meal prepared when Flynn walked through the door.
Everything is perfect.
"Because you don't just chuckle for any reason." Kira shrugged as he leaned forward resting his chin on the palm of his hand.
"Doesn't it feel as if we are playing house? I mean I was thinking that married life would be something like this." Letting his eyes open, he just looked at the walls as he spoke. It wasn't like the there was anyone else in the house at the moment. Even though that could change at the drop of the hat, Flynn did enjoy those rare moments when he had the house to just him and Kira. But, eventually moments like this would be scarce and confined to the bedroom. After all, Flynn never did turn away someone that needed him. It was just who he was.
Raising an eyebrow, Kira just stared at his friend. Taken back by his words Kira leaned back in his chair crossing one leg over the other. It was his turn to chuckle and for Flynn to look warily at the younger man as he leaned forward and picked up his cup. "Married? Really Flynn? What made you think of that? I'm curious!"
A blush rose to the cheeks of the captain, as Flynn turned his eyes away and refused to answer. Oops. He had embarrassed the other by laughing. Shaking his head, Kira reached out, and as Flynn put back down the cup, his long fingers wrapped around the other's wrist as he tugged gently, commanding the blond's attention. "Flynn..."
"We have dinner together, you've given me a curfew, and if I come in late you scold me. Of course it's like having a wife. You take care of me after all." The knight murmured as his eyes glanced over to half look at the long haired male.
"I'll agree with you, we do seemed to be married. But, that's because if you don't have someone to make you slow down, you'll end up hurting yourself." Pausing, Kira reached out his fingers trailing over the smooth pale skin of Flynn's jaw.
"You have to have someone that looks out for you, Flynn. I don't mind being that person." Flynn nodded slowly at Kira's words, finally as he turned to look back at him with a sigh. Flynn knew the other was just there to watch him, but there was still something different about the way they were when they were together.
"It still feels like we're playing house." The blond answered.
Their time together for the rest of the evening was spent in a comfortable silence. Kira went back to his book, and Flynn went back to half dozing on the couch. Around eleven it was time to call it a night, and with a little goading, Flynn cleaned out his coffee cup and had placed it back into the cabinet for another day.
Not that it took much goading to have him take care of his own home. After all, Flynn was very in control when it came to whatever environment that he happened to be passing through. The home had been left in pristine condition even with how hectic the knights life was, and also despite having animals that were left to their own devices. Always in control. Even Kira could appreciate that.
"Goodnight Kira." With a small peck on Kira's cheek, Flynn moved into his room leaving the other to watch after him.
"Hmm."
Looking back towards the kitchen, Kira had sometimes noticed something about the knight. When he stayed in that room in particular for long periods of time, Flynn seemed to get a little more distant. Leaning back against the wall for a moment, he stared hard at the kitchen. The house had belonged to one of Flynn's frequent bed partners, but the look wasn't what you'd exactly want to see on someone when they thought of a lover.
If he were truly mine, I'd never want to see that look on his face.
"Oh well, no use thinking about things that don't concern me." With a shrug, Kira moved into the bedroom he had claimed for himself on his visits there. While they had helped each other with their collars, Kira liked to keep the line drawn. They were friends. Not lovers.
"It's a beautiful night." Too beautiful to spend alone. This was the type of night that you should share with someone close. Looking at the wall that separated him from the knight at the moment Kira just sighed softly. Flynn wasn't the type of person that would sleep with someone else for fun, and Kira didn't want to put him in that type of position either.
However, remembering the reluctant gaze, and the grazing of Flynn's lips against his cheek. Kira quietly stared a little harder at the wall. His fingers continued to bunch up the sheets in his hands over and over again as he turned the pieces of the puzzle around in his mind. The other had been acting strange that evening, so maybe there was something there to explore. Should I take the chance.
Thinking about the other staring out the window with that far away look made Kira's brows furrow as he turned to look out the window. Maybe the other had been waiting all along? Rubbing his hand over his face, Kira chuckled low, "I'm such an idiot."
Since Flynn had been living in the house alone, it was hard to sleep. Especially that night for some reason. The visions and memories of Zelman had been particularly bad that night. Flynn turned on his side facing the bedroom as he tried to will himself to sleep. After all, he didn't want to worry anyone else. If he kept losing sleep over his warring feelings, then it really would become a problem. This is so out of character for me.
When Kira was over, it had gotten hard to sleep knowing the other was there to watch over him. It almost made him feel as if there was something wrong. Frowning Flynn sighed turning over onto his stomach as he buried his face into the pillow with a groan. "
Normally when Sora stayed over, having him sleep in the same bed gave the knight a sense of peace, but when Kira was over, he had started to have trouble sleeping. Why was it like that? "What did I do wrong? Maybe I said something too odd tonight."
After a few moments of tossing and turning restlessly, the knight sat up in bed as he drew his knees to his chest resting his chin on his kneecaps. It was getting harder and harder to sleep knowing that there was someone in the next room that he'd rather be sleeping near. "If the other was really into being here with me, wouldn't he stay in here too?"
"Whatever. I'm going to get a glass of water. Maybe after having something to drink I'll feel like sleeping." Slowly standing up, the knight moved towards his door, his fingers touching the door knob. As he went to grip the brass knob and open the door, he was met with resistance. There were a muffled sound on the other side of the door, no, more like a surprised noise. Stepping back Flynn waited as the door opened.
Standing there in the hallway, Kira opened the door, his brows raised as he stared right back. Flynn continued to stare a little more surprised now that the other was even awake. Normally he was out like a light by now. "K-Kira, is something wrong?"
Before the other had a chance to react, Kira pushed him back and Flynn moved back as Kira strode forward. His back hit against the large pane. Kira continued to walk in, looming just a little over him, but giving off an imposing aura none the less. "Kira?"
As Flynn went to speak up again, lips descended over his as his hands reached up and gripped at the other's shoulders. Pushing him away, Kira's lips separated from Flynn's before they pushed right back against the blond's. Trying to push at least away from the window, Flynn got a few inches away from it, before he found himself pinned right back against it as his lips were assaulted once more. With each kiss Kira seemed to grow more eager, and Flynn seemed to give in just a little bit more.
Finally, the blond let his hands that had once been gripping onto Kira's bare shoulders relax. His nails stopped biting the skin as Kira finally drew away to look at him. In the darkness the moon shone on the long haired male's features making him look darker, as if he wasn't supposed to be in the light at all. In his eyes, Flynn could see a glimmer of hunger that made a shiver run down his spine. "Kira..."
Running his hands down Flynn's chest, Kira leaned in to place soft kisses down his jaw moving then down his neck. His fingers smoothed down the agitated skin of Kira's shoulders as Kira leaned up to kiss right under his ear. A soft husky voice greeted Flynn, "You said that it was like we were married. If that's so, then I'll consummate the marriage tonight."
Slender fingers stroked down Flynn's sides hooking into the black pajama bottoms he normally wore. Slowly drawing them down, Kira lowered himself to the ground as he leaned forward his lips brushing down Flynn's stomach as he stopped to rest his face against the knights stomach. Flynn let his fingers lazily thread into the soft brown hair as he shivered with each small kiss and lick that he felt the other give his stomach.
Spitting on his hand, Kira reached up gripping the others member in his hand as he kissed Flynn's hip. Was this what the other wanted? Did Flynn want someone to come home to? Did he want someone to try and erase the power that his previous lovers had on him? Kira could only offer him comfort and solace. If it was with his body or with his actions, he would make it so that Flynn would never look out the windows of that house with such a forlorn look again.
"I'm curious Flynn, who is the wife in the relationship." Kira let his hand continue to lazily stroke the knight as he nibbled on the skin of his hip, before soothing it with his tongue and small kisses. He had an idea of what Flynn thought, but he wanted to hear it himself.
Reaching back, Flynn placed his palm backward on the glass as he felt Kira's tongue circle the tip of his slowly awakening arousal. As he tipped his head back, he looked up into the light of the moon. With a shivering sigh, he tried to block out the light from his eyes as his back arched slightly. "It's different in the bedroom."
It was true. Their relationship inside the bedroom and outside of it were very different. Outside Flynn had more control, but within the room they were in now, Kira had control. It was the one place that Flynn could lose his control and be safe while doing it. As if to reward him, Kira let his mouth finally take in his hardening cock as his head started to bob slowly. One of his hands fondled Flynn as he continued to claw at the glass with one hand and block his eyes from the light of the moon with the other.
"The moon is so bright tonight..."
Letting his hand drop down from his face to the top of the darker male's head, Flynn trembled as his breath became the only audible noise in the room. The closer he got to completion, the louder Flynn's breathing became. In his ears all he could hear was his own panting as he lost himself in the sensations of pleasure that Kira was giving him. His fingers slid down the glass as the surface whined softly as the digits moved lower and lower. Never dropping his pace, Kira continued to service Flynn wanting him to feel good, and to take his mind off of whatever it was that was haunting him.
Higher and higher the pleasure raised within the knight until his mind went blank. Even though it was just a simple blow job, the thought of Kira doing anything to him made Flynn weak in the knees. As he continued to bob his head along his member, Flynn's fingers brushed through the dark strands as he made a soft noise. Kira responded with a silent purr around the sensitive flesh of his erection, and Flynn answered with a soft cry. "Kira I can't..."
Before he could finish the sentence, pleasure pulsed up and down Flynn's spine paralyzing him as his hips thrust forward once, twice, and finally he spilled his seed within Kira's mouth with a wordless cry. The hand in Kira's hair that had been relaxed was now tense with a need to hold himself down to reality. As quick as the pleasure had flooded him, the initial wave subsided leaving Flynn panting for air.
Everything was silent for a few moments as Kira kissed at his friend's hip. Standing up slowly, he embraced the knight pulling him back towards the bed as he cupped his cheeks placing a gentle kiss to his forehead. "Now it's time for you to satisfy your husband Flynn. I know you won't disappoint me."
With a small nod, the young knight moved towards the bed as he crawled onto it and pulled back the covers. Reaching under his pillow he drew out the lube that he kept stashed there. No one had ever complained before with him keep it there either, and that was because at least it showed that Flynn cared about the comfort of his partners. That was something Kira had always appreciated each time they had slept together. No matter who was in what position, Flynn was always looking out of the other. Anyone would be lucky to have him as a lover.
Popping off the cap, Flynn spread some of the substance onto his fingers and shivered at how cold it was. Without complaint, however, the knight laid back on the bed as he shut his eyes and spread his legs. His fingers ran down his stomach and past his slowly re-awakening erection to his entrance. Twitching as the cool gel came into contact with the soft tissue there, Flynn looked up to Kira as he shivered. "I know. I wouldn't want to disappoint you either, so just let me have you fully."
Whether that meant anything more after the romp, Kira wasn't certain but as he watched Flynn tease his entrance and dip his pointer finger past those muscles that he would be brushing past later, it caused a shiver of anticipation to flow through him. That pleasureful sensation went up and down his back and settled right into his spine. With a groan, Kira gently massaged himself through his own pajama bottoms to relieve a little of the tension. There was something overly erotic about when Flynn prepared himself.
Maybe it was just because the other seemed so prude and innocent during the daytime. But it was times like this at night that the blond could let go of his pride and repression. It's what made so many people turn their heads. "Flynn, you're so sexy right now."
With a breathless chuckle Flynn smiled, "Only giving my husband what he wants to see. Isn't that right?"
Without waiting for too much longer, Kira stood up pulling off his black bottoms as he climbed into bed and between those spread thighs. His hand ghosted up the milky white thighs of the blond as he shuddered and moved closer. Grabbing the tube of lube, only pausing to throw his hair behind his shoulders, Kira poured some out onto his hand as he started to stroke his waiting cock. It felt so good just to be stimulated, even the elder male knew that this wasn't going to last too long. But it didn't have to. Neither of them were thinking about anything but the completion that would come later.
Removing his fingers from his own body Flynn looked up at Kira, and for the first time the brown haired male understood silently what this was all about. Without hesitation he leaned down grabbing up Flynn's legs as he rolled the other into a little more of a ball like position letting Flynn rest his calves on his shoulders. Positioning himself at the knight's entrance, Kira let go of his breath and pushed himself inside.
There was no waiting, no adjusting for the blond Kira's pushed into him. He had been taken so many times over the past two years, while it was uncomfortable at first it was no where near what it was when he was first pushed into. Now it was a dull ache as Kira's hips pushed and rocked back and forth as the other pistoned into his body. In this position Flynn couldn't do much more than lay there and let the sensations in his body build up.
Reaching between his legs, his fingers trailed down Kira's jaw as the other's brow furrowed as he pushed into him. "Kira, I-"
The other had been about to speak when Kira had changed his position just so. It had changed the angle enough for him to brush against the prostate leaving Flynn breathless and his fingers shaky as he reached up another time. "Ah!"
Over and over again, Kira tried to aim for that same angle before pushing as deep as he could into Flynn's body. The pace wasn't fast, but it was far from slow. Something else had eased up Kira's normal pace that he liked to take. Flynn let his hands wander onto his lover's chest and shoulders as he tried to keep his eyes on Kira. Instead of trying to talk, the other fell silent small whimpers and grunts taking the place of the carefully chosen words and guarded smiles that Flynn normally tried to show off.
In and out, moving together, panting and breathing...It was all getting to be too much for them both. Kira looked down at the Flynn as the blond tipped his head back and gave a soft cry. How can he get to me like this? Is this what it really means to make love?
Part of him relished in the fact that no matter what happened after this, he would steal a piece of Flynn. If he ever left, would the other have the same look on his face as he did for the others? It startled him how quick his thoughts were cut off as the pressure increased around him and how beautiful the other looked as he came bathed in the moonlight. It was only a few more thrusts before he came right after.
Panting and trying to regain their breath together Kira, gently moved from the other's body causing Flynn to make a small noise. Pulling up the covers Kira slowly sat up against the headboard of the bed as he brushed sweaty bangs off his forehead as he looked down at the male laying beside him. Flynn's eyes were shut as he seemed to be pretty spent.
Reaching down, Kira brushed a hand through the short blond hair. "Flynn?"
Gentle breathing met his soft enquiry as the brown haired man looked down at the knight. A small smile light his features as he shook his head in wonder. "You know, I wouldn't mind if we did play house every once in a while."
A small smile came to the blonds lips as he was finally able to drift off to sleep.